There, I've done it. I've proven to myself that I can do something as bad as this. What did I get from it? I realized that I love the me who cares about other people's feelings whether I know them on a personal basis or not. I realized that everything's great and comes naturally when you do it with someone you love. I realized that I am capable of doing bad things but I would like to choose to do good instead.
It's pretty weird to start off my new site like this but I guess this is what metamorphosis really is. You try to test yourself and see how far you will go and then you realize who you really are. From there comes the transformation to a better and smarter you.
I know what I'm capable of. I know what I'm not. I know what I want to be.