My heart can't stop racing. My mind's a mess. I can't concentrate. I have so many things to do at work and being like this is not helping at all! I want this week to end. I want to see him again to validate the emotions I have right now. I can't understand why I even feel like this. I don't even know how things happened. There's really nothing different about our last encounter but at that moment something inside me changed and I'm suddenly flooded with emotions I can't control. God help me please... I don't need this. I don't want this. I need clarity and peace again. Will I even find those things this weekend? I really hope so...